Life of a Christian

Who the freaking ghost ever said the life of a christian was easy?! Well if anybody said that to you say no. Being a christian is not easy( did not want to say hard cause it is not) argh hard to put it into words. Christians when they sin it is worst than the non-christians its because as Christians we know it is wrong and we still commit it which makes it worse unlike the innocent people who commit. Example, watching pornography and having sex before marriage, the world tells you that it is a norm but for Christians it is wrong.
A life of a christian, hmmm mostly you can read it in the book of James. The Lord promises His gift when we go to heaven. When I stated that being a christian is not easy i meant it in the way that you should not get involved with the teachings of the world( you know what i mean, do not need to go sarcastic on me). The worlds teachings are like cheat on a paper, getting drunk,smoke, lie and all sorts. Technically it also means do not mix with the world because we are not of the world and stay away. What?! Stay away?! you're joking! I'll be lonely nothing to do bored! Well its reality and you will never be lonely. Ok this I what I do. I mix with everyone( well not those drug addicts or criminals) and I laugh with them, become the life of the party, and chat with them but most importantly, i do not get influenced by them. Their sometimes wrong doings.
I try to become the influencer. My friends know my limits and they know not to ask me of certain inappropriate things. Thats one of the best part. That is if you christians can do. If you cannot fight temptation...RUN AWAY for goodness sake! Ask God for help he really helps you.
In the book of James it states that every single human rich or poor, we will still die the same way enter the same earth. It means we are all the same. Duh. The President is also a human. Next we must be quick to listen and slow to speak and slow to get angry. Teenagers of today are like that, thinking they are smarter. well its kinda true for this era of tech. They will question the elderly and try to do something different from what they tell you to do. Well I am also a teenager and at times I might think that way. But i know there is always a reason why parents or teachers ask you to do some things even if it does not make any sense. Learning from the roots are the best. NEXT!!!!! We christians must get rid of all the filth and evil from our mind and hearts. Guard our hearts! All the blue film, yellow film whatever colour film that can corrupt your OO so precious mind. Never think of dirty jokes or tell try not to listen. Porn is like DRUG. Also dangerous in its ways. Once we watch once the images are processed in our brain( downloaded) its like we will remember it for life. This will want to make us watch it again and again. see what i mean? That's why we must stay away. Remember what you sow is what you reap. If you sow the seed of watching these kind of things...you will grow up... I do not need to elaborate, cut short, it ruins marriages.
We must ask the Lord for His grace and help in life. Have faith in him and learn to love him and obey him. Read the word because it is the final authority. There is more to tell but little time to share, if ever i have the chance I might continue. REMEMBER!!! The 'Word' is a message to obey not just to listen or read to. If you don't obey, you are fooling yourself. For if you listen and don't obey, its like looking at your face in the mirror and not improving your appearance. You see yourself walk away and forget what you look like. But if you keep looking steadily into God's perfect law-the law sets you free- and if you do what it says and don't forget what you have heard, then God will bless you for doing it.

Success

How do you define success? Many people will define it as getting a highly paid job with popularity. Making your parents proud. Able to life a life of no worries of bills, loans and anything related to money.
A friend told me today that is not what I think of definition. He gave another and I think its also a much sensible one as well. Success is doing the things you love to do, for example me...I love music. But...but lets just come back to reality just for a while. In this era, everybody is looking for fame and fortune I on the other hand would love to just entertain people. But a music career is risky in this world now. Being a musician or a job related to music is hard to get. Many elders say it is hopeless and you can't go far with it. True! But i just wish i would lie to myself, hey i need to do whats best for me.

So back to the doing what you like. Yeah! It will be a joy ride. But for a life of an artist, you can be sabotaged, compromised, and misunderstood. There is no privacy for yourself. Well that's the part where you will have to sacrifice being famous. Once again i say that I do not go for fame just the joy of playing and singing makes me happy and when people praise you for your good job it makes it all worthwhile.(readers can you get how i feel?).

I will have to study hard for my future a proper one. It would be a miracle for an agent to spot me and offer a life like maybe hmmmm....Jesse Mccartney? Now I have no ambition, but i would love to be a singer song-writter composer.( yeah like that is gonna happen). I'll have to see where my results take me. But I so very love my life right now. All i can say is my life currently is just too good to be true.(I'll might have to get use to this life if it goes on).

Drifting

Everyone is about the same. Different circumstances yes. There are many definitions about life. I can agree on most of everyone of them. But one of them I am going to say is this. Life is like two parallel lines. Each, representing the bad and good. Meaning that life will never always be good either it is always bad.
There will be a point when the person can be at his most up and there can also be a point when he is down. You can't have the best things in life all the time. I on the other hand is going through the best parts of life. But right now...My main problem is this...Imagine You are wandering aimlessly in space far from the solar system.
That's how I feel right now. I have no ambition. I may be enjoying myself but i have no direction whatsoever. What I like to do is music and I know it is something i probably won't be seeing much in my future. I mean the chances are pretty slim. And I see no working career. I am floating in space going no where.

stressed people stressing other people

Everyone has been in a situation where things are going great for you, but a friend, loved one, or coworker is under a great deal of stress. Depending on how these people in your life deal with stress, it can place a great deal of stress on you and other people around them. When people get extremely stressed, there are a few behavior patterns that people tend to assume, depending on their personality type and the problems at hand. The two stress-induced personality types that are probably the most well known can be called the extreme-anger and sky-is-falling types.

Extreme anger personality types will try to subconsciously find ways to vent, which eases the pressure of the stress they're dealing with. Shouting matches and lashing out are common behavior patterns, but it's important to remember that whatever the person is angry about isn't usually the root problem.

Try to not become involved in a downward cycle by shouting back or becoming defensive, but rather try to get the person to talk about what's really bothering them. You'll also be able to get a closer look at the real person inside and maybe give them some objective perspective as to how their behavior appears to and affects others. Hopefully, instead of making life miserable for everyone, the extreme anger individual can deal with their problem and move on.

Another pattern many people fall into when they are stressed is the sky-is-falling mentality. This is in many ways the opposite of the extreme anger type. The sky-is-falling person knows what is bothering them and is usually willing to share the laundry list of current stress factors in their life. Instead of lashing out at people around them, they feel sorry for themselves, and loath the infinite number of things that are keeping them from enjoying life.

Other than solving their problems, there is usually not much you can do for the sky-is-falling type. Trying to console them can be somewhat effective, depending on just how bleak they feel their situation is, but most likely their mood will not improve considerably until they have made decent progress on solving or eliminating their stress factors.

But some people that are being stressed are learning to tolerate.

Thinking and Speaking

This is coming from a guy who has probably been through this or maybe being one of them.
Thinking and speaking. Between one of those two which one do you think over powers the other. I guess mostly would say thinking. Thinking first before speaking is definitely better in the sense that you will get the right words to say and mostly the right words to say, emphasising on the word "right".
Speaking before thinking is vice versa. It is a major set back for people like this. I use to be like one of these people but not anymore. When you say something stupid, you cannot pull them back into the mouth. Speaking before thinking will be something full of remorse. For an example, a guy(non-thinker) calls his little brother stupid after a few seconds he realises that he should not have said it...Ooops, too late. You have said it, you have hurted him, and you cannot turn back time.
When you need to say something, do not just shoot like a machine gun thinking that your so good when the actual thing that you are doing is speaking without thinking. You have to think whether what you are saying is offending someone or hurting them. This foolish action causes people to misunderstand. I can't think now cause my brain is giving me a headache. I am writing this partialy venting my feelings. er er er that is all.

Changes

In this new year, it will all be different. A new Eddryll has been born. I have learned to open my eyes during the past year. I have to admit... my whole lie starting from 1993 till 2008 was a year full of remorse. A lot of mistakes happen and I am glad that all of this is over. I will start a new and proof that this particular tiger here would change his stripes.
One of my song...demo

One things for sure
The night is over
Don't turn back, don't look back woahoh.
Of all of the mistakes,
There's one of them that bugs me,
Strikes my body, like a slam on the wall.
I wish the time could turn around, Is it possible,
I wish this day never happened, is it really true.

(chorus)
I wish this day would stop, would come to a halt,
make everything right,
The answers in my hands, in front of me,
Just too late to see,
I know whatever happens tonight
I,ll make this through, I'll get this throught tonight.

People write songs based on their lifes experiences.